Spent the night in Paris Where we visit Place de Mahmoud Darwish and Sacré-Cœur I pictured the joy in your heart And save it for eternity in Water lilies & mirror lakes Crab color sky and cherry ice cream with children Reminds you of a stolen time.
It was the day you remembered Fragments of my heart has stolen It was the day you died in front of me hundreds of times Lavish man with a soft beard & lantern It was the day, but it’s not yet It’s not the day To call me A lover A sweetheart Purge myself fromContinue reading “Lantern”
Tormented, anxious Depression & rispredon Addiction, grief, misadventure I’m still on the bright side Sometimes we face the call inside of us Life want us to change It was August and I was bright To a generation of healers Hold on to limits, lilies & the dark
Sad to bring this upon you You, my loved one You, my sunshine when I needed the light You’re the water nature of myself You’re the earth when I needed to feel comfort Mama, Hated the country But never the home I wanted freedom but Never to escape I’m stayin’ I’m leavin’ I’ll be hereContinue reading “Mama, my heart only escaped”
Here it’s, a three years anniversary Woke up this morning with sunflower in my mouth In a place where I don’t want to be in Here it’s three years in November Struggling with family Struggling with medicines, with purple life I remember when I was hospitalized In a mental institute, for the first time IContinue reading “White blues”
It’s November, the weather is still hot but it will surely get cold on the end of the month. I can’t wait to start studying again. Everything was pure on a day before sunsets, and I’m trying to restore that solid moments of happiness. The leaves are fallen and prepare it self to a newContinue reading “November: Crimson sun”
Thursday, 5th of October, the journey began, I have finally established a physical identity for me, I will receive my ID card after a week. Then, I will open a bank account and finally find a job, I need more than 4000 s. r. per month. I couldn’t imagine things will work for me easilyContinue reading “October: The reality you imposed on me”
Thursday, eighth of June, its Ramadan and I’m living my sweet moments, the weather is hot and dry in Riyadh but I love the feelings of summer. I’m still reading Rumi’s poetry and I hope I will finish it by June. I celebrated the anniversary of writing my own journals on June one and IContinue reading “June: Warm rivers “